But maybe the bigger difference is how much my thinking has changed. In London, we planned a few days ahead, maybe a week, but I rarely thought about what would happen in a month, much less a year. But now, here I am, and breakfast, lunch and dinner conversations always mention the future. The girls who I lived with in London are now applying for graduate schools and jobs, we ask questions like "Would I like to live in Arkansas? What about Seattle?" and friends respond saying things like "I could see you in San Francisco" or "I don't see you liking the East coast." Furthermore, we discuss good verbs to have on our resumes, should we say "assessed" or "analyzed", do jobs from the summer before college matter, and should I use size 12 or 11.5 font. There are good days and bad, one day someone's letters of recommendation is missing, another day someone gets an interview, rejections, waitlists, and acceptances are becoming a large part of our lives. Some days we tread lightly at a meal, knowing a key acceptance or rejection is due that day, other days we try to pretend that the real world doesn't exist and we immerse ourselves in a discussion of who we would eat first if we were trapped on a desert island.
As for me, I "graduated" on Thursday. We had a nice catered dinner and got a goodie bag with a Grinnell mug and water bottle.
I still have two weeks of classes, but I am one step closer to finishing my Bachelor's degree. I know officially know that next year I will be in school to become an Occupational Therapist. Luckily, the time I have spent with OTs has reassured me that helping individuals become more independent and improve in their activities of daily living will be a satisfying, challenging and exciting job. I can't wait to start this part of my life but I am first going to enjoy my last six months in Grinnell!